I only need Him...

I only need Him…

Okay, I’ve become a little obsessed with The Chosen. I’ve watched the healing of the lame man at the pool of Bethsaida over and over. So many patterns are on the surface for me right now, I feel like the lame man who is so afraid of getting my hopes up again. I’ve tried for so long to heal and release the patterns, I even have times where I feel confident and empowered, only to come back down. As I sat with all of this I saw that my confidence was based on a rocky foundation, I get to build it on my Savior instead. I get to feel His love for me so strongly that it’s undeniable, unshakable. I get to look at Him rather than listening to the outside world, assuming they are confirming my fear that really, truly am worthless. I get to see those thoughts and beliefs and allow them to float like bubbles, right now they just feel so stuck.

I’m so grateful I have today off of work. I get to take time to be with me, allow myself to play and rest. I get to cherish and nourish myself all day. I dare you to do the same.

Much love,

Jules ❤