Out of control...

Out of control…

As I sat in meditation the other day feeling the big emotions swirling around me I felt like I was in chaos, completely out of control. As I watched the emotions swirl around me I realized that my deepest desire isn’t to be in control, my deepest desire is to fall blissfully into surrender. I want to have a faith so deep and wide that I can walk into any situation and trust that answers will come, no matter how painful or difficult the situation. Control is an illusion, I’ve never really had it and trying to control what is out of my control has only caused me suffering. Surrender is freedom, light, easy, it allows flow. That’s what I want.

How about you? Do you feel out of control? Can you choose the freedom of surrender?

Much love,

Jules ❤