What if...

What if…

This morning as I washed my belly in the shower I was filled with so much love for it. It has held pain and fear that was way too big for me to handle when I was little. It has held heartache from painful situations as an adult that I wasn’t capable of fully feeling at the time. I am so thankful to this part of my body that I have hated and wanted to go away for years.

As I was with this feeling I though, I wonder what would happen if I fully wanted everything that is currently in my life right now? What if I was radically accepting of everything as it is right now? What if I was to fully lean into trusting God’s plan as well as His timing? What if I was able to rest in the knowledge that everything is working FOR me, even when it feels like it’s working against me and causing me pain? What if I truly surrendered my expectations, my needs and replaced that with being open to possibilities?

I’m beginning to glimpse this possibility. I’m hungry for it, then I pause, take a breath, and remind myself that it will come in time. God’s time.

Much love,

Jules ❤