Insignificant...

Insignificant…

There is a pattern in my body of insignificance. Feeling like I’m not even worthy enough to be unworthy, just insignificant. It comes up when I’m feeling unseen, unappreciated, and I’ve been feeling it since yesterday.

So I have been continuing to tell myself, “I love you” while allowing myself to feel insignificant. This morning as I sat with the feeling I realized that “beloved” may be the opposite of this pattern, so I’m allowing the duality of feeling insignificant while holding a space for the reality that I am beloved to my Savior, my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. This is not the first time this pattern has come up and though I sat with it before, it’s like an onion and I am at a new level of it. I will continue to meet up with this pattern and learn more and more about it’s evolution in my body until I have learned all the lessons it has for me, then it will melt away. Until then, I will allow it and remind myself that I love me and hold a space of being beloved.

Do you have similar patterns? Are you able to love them? Allow them to exist in your body while holding a space of being loved and beloved?

Much love,

Jules ❤