Releasing the pressure...
This morning I realized how much pressure I put on myself. I want so badly to break the chains I feel bound by. I want a healthy relationship with food. I want to be healthier. I want to be more loving, to be more present. This heavy need that I have is taking me away from presence, from love. It is what is driving the cravings for sugar which makes me tired and then I don’t want to work out. ugh
This morning I realized a lot of the pressure is for my kids. I want to break the generational chains so they are easier for them to break. I want to clear the energy for their kids and their kids. I know this is a covenant I made to my family, that I would be the chain breaker, that I would help set them free. I’ve put so much pressure on myself to do this until now.
Today is my day. I get to do whatever I want to do. I get to eat what I want to eat, work out or not, be open to ways to play. I get to trust that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, I’m on my path, headed in the correct direction for me. And I get to ask God for help. I can’t do it on my own, and I can do anything with Him.
Can you relieve some of the pressure today?
Much love,
Jules ❤