Fixing my alignment...

Fixing my alignment…

When I looked up the spelling of Dr Hew Len yesterday I came across an interview he had. In it he spoke about taking full accountability for everything in your life. To do this he asks, “What is going on in me that I am experiencing this?”.

As I faced a difficult situation at work that is a clear pattern of men lying about me and not supporting me I thought of this question. What is gong on in me that I am experiencing this (still!)? As I felt and prayed about the anger and frustration this morning I thought of alignment. I am clearly in alignment with this victimhood. How do I create a new alignment where I am supported and respected and safe? As I found myself getting caught up in the story or creating a negative future, I would breathe, feel myself in my bed and say the prayer. I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you. This helped me stay present with the feelings.

It’s totally possible that as I hand this over to God and I am open and feel my feelings that He can fix my alignment. Until then, I will feel, breathe, pray, and do my best to stay open to the possibilities.

Much love,

Jules ❤