Messy...

Messy…

Have you seen the “before” and “after” pictures of someone doing the Marie Kondo cleanup? At first everything is unpacked and put into one spot, to be picked up and felt then either thrown away, donated, or saved. I felt like I was doing an emotional Marie Kondo cleaning last night. As I meditated, memories and situations and old energy and patterns came up; one after the other. By the end I felt like I was surrounded by open suitcases of painful memories. All I could do was pray that God and Jesus could take care of the mess.

Sometimes meditation and progress is like that. Things get a whole lot messier before they get released and transcended. It is in those moments that we get to trust that God has us, that the Atonement of Jesus Christ is real and He has already done the heavy lifting. We get to feel it without escaping or pushing it down, but even then He is willing to wait on the release with us. We just get to trust.

This morning I feel fine. I don’t really remember all that came up, and the couple things I remember don’t hold a charge.

God is so, so good.

Much love,

Jules ❤